Keelie- by Mr. Tidswell

Topic: keelie

Everyone is turning this whole situation involving KEELIE (my deseased pup) around and pointing fingers at me! By everyone i mean the press , dog breeders, strangers, PEOPLE I THOUGHT WERE MY FRIENDS!

I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO DO ALL THIS. I DIDNT WANT MY FACE ALL OVER THE NEWS. IN NEWS PAPERS AND ON WEB SITES. NOW IM THE MAIN TOPIC OF EVERY BLOG, WEB PAGE, AND CONVERSATION!

I MET SOME REALLY NICE PEOPLE AND BECAME FRIENDS WITH THEM THROUGH THIS REALLY HARD TIME AND THEY ASSISTED ME DURING EVERY INTERVIEW I DID.

I DID NOT EVEN WANT TO DO THIS. I KNEW IT WOULD GET AROUND QUICKLY AND EVERYONE WOULD HEAR ABOUT THIS. I DIDNT WANT ALL THE ATTENTION. BUT I TOOK A DEEP BREATH AND AGREED TO DO THIS FOR THE LOVE OF MY DOG KEELIE AND ALL THE OTHER PUPPIES AND OTHER ANIMALS OUT THERE THAT HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE SAME THING KEELIE HAD TO GO THOROUGH . ALONG WITH ALL THE HEART BREAK A LOT OF PEOPLE HAD TO SUFFER ALONG SIDE MYSELF.

MY HEART IS IN PIECES AND HAS BEEN SINCE KEELIE FIRST GOT ILL.0

I COULDNT AFFORD TO TAKE HER TO THE VET RIGHT AT THAT TIME. I TRIED TO BORROW MONEY AND I CALLED NUMEROUS VET OFFICES. NO ONE WOULD TAKE HER IN WITH OUT PAYMENT.

I CONTACTED AS MANY PEOPLE AS I COULD THINK OF FOR TIPS TO KEEP HER WELL UNTIL I COULD FIND A WAY TO GET HER LOOK AFTER. BUT THIS ALL HAPPEND SO QUICKLY. AND THE NEXT THING I KNEW SHE WAS GONE.

I PANICKED WHEN I LOST HER. I WAS SO UPSET AND WAS NOT THINKING STRIGHT. I CONTACTED A CLOSE FRIEND AND HAD THEM TAKE HER OUT OF THE HOUSE. I COULDNT TAKE LOOKING AT HER. I WAS STANDING OVER HER LIFELESS BODY . SHE WAS SO HELPLESS. THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO. OR AT LEAST I DIDNT THINK THERE WAS. I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO BURY HER BUT THE GROUND WAS FROZEN AND I PERSONALLY DONT KNOW ANYONE WITH A BACK HOE! SO IT WAS MY ONLY OPTION/
DONT GET ME WRONG. IF I WOULD HAVE BEEN THINKING STRIGHT I WOULD HAVE CALLED THE SPCA AND REPORTED IT AS SOON AS THIS HAPPEND. BUT AS I SAID. I PANICKED. AND COULD BARE TO SEE HER LITTLE SAD FACE. SHE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL. I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN I FIRST HELD HER. IT WAS AN INSTANT CONNECTION EVEN THO SHE WAS SCARED.. I KNEW SHE WOULD COME AROUND EVENTUALLY. AND WE WOULD GROW TO BE THE BEST OF BUDS.

I ONLY HAD THE CHANCE TO WALK MY BABY 3 TIMES. 3 TIMES!!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEELS!

i MISS HER ENDLESS LESS AND I HURT FROM THE BOTTEM OF MY HEART. BUT I DID WHAT I THOUGHT COULD HAVE MADE A BIG DIFFERENCE IN THE EYES OF ANIMAL LOVERS LIKE ME! TO SAVE LITTLE CHILDREN FROM HAVING TO FEEL WHAT I AND MANY OTHER HAVE.

I PUT MY FACE ALL OVER THE MEDIA AND INTERNET FOR A GOOD CAUSE! I DID THIS TO MAKE PEOPLE REALIZE THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO BUY ANY ANIMAL! KNOW WHO YOUR BUYING FROM! GET INFORMATION! ASK QUESTIONS!!!!! AND NEVER EVER EVER!!! BUY FROM THE BACK SEAT OF A CAR!

MY STORY WAS NOT WRITTEN NOR VIEWED THE WAY I WANTED IT TO BE! INSTEAD IT CAUSED ME EVEN MORE PAIN. I HAVE HATE MAIL FROM VIEWERS AND BLOGERS TELLING ME IM TO BLAME! IM A BAD PERSON! SHAME ON ME!!!

THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANTED!

I LOVED MY BABY GIRL VERY MUCH AND DID WHAT I COULD FOR HER. AND I REALLY WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW THIS.

PLEASE EVERYONE READ BETWEEN THE LINES!!!! THESE TWO "DANA AND GAIL" NEED TO BE STOPED! THEY ARE DOING THIS TO SO MANY PEOPLE AND ANIMALS! ITS SICKING! I CANT EVEN TYPE RIGHT NOW MY KEYBOARD IS SO FULL OF TEARS. PLEASE PEOPLE PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT YOUR READING AND DONT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES THAT I HAVE! IM PLEADING TO YOU!


I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU KEELIE. YOU WERE MY ANGEL SENT HERE TO HELP US PUT AN END TO ALL OF THIS MAYHAM. THEY WILL BE STOPPED BABY GIRL. DONT YOU WORRIE. RIP KEELIE